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2023.06.10 08:40 xhuff Please help.
I’m 24 years old and I have have had back pain ever since I was in 6th-7th grade. I just found out a year ago that I fractured my T11 vertebrae when I was younger and the vertebrae is pushing and narrowing a spot on my spinal cord. I also found out I had scoliosis along with this. I had x rays when I was younger but I guess nothing ever showed up. I had two MRIs last year to find out about my old T11 fracture and scoliosis. I was told “If you don’t want your back to hurt, then don’t do the stuff that hurts it.”, when I asked about helping prevent the pain. My back pain is to the point to where I can’t work albeit physical or office work. I farmed and worked construction up until I couldn’t take the back pain anymore. Moved on to office work just to be hurting just as bad as before. I worked an office job in high school and a little after and remember my back killing me then. The pain is getting worse and worse and I don’t know what to do with the pain or work. I don’t even know why I’m writing this, maybe for advice on work and just encouragement because I don’t know how much more I can take. I don’t know if I need to say F it and go on disability but that still doesn’t take the PHYSICAL pain away and I’m tired of not enjoying life because I am in excruciating pain.
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2023.06.10 08:40 Sensitive1111 Why exactly is Itachi considered a good person despite his crime (for those who're still confused)
Itachi is basically a fake villain.
(This is actually an edited version of a comment I made on another post.)
Itachi was literally a child when he committed his crimes so if it was in the real world, he won't go to jail but to rehab.
Itachi, especially, only did what he did because it's an S-rank mission that Danzo ordered him to do. If that were to be in the real world, it's like a politician blackmailed a 12-year-old child to massacre people to prevent an upcoming rebellion. That is why Itachi is considered a kind person despite the weight of his crime because he did not do things with his own will.
Itachi also killed his clan to protect the integrity of the name of Uchiha. Itachi did not want the Uchiha to be branded as traitors and rebels, so he killed them to keep their name clean. The Uchihas are Konoha's peace makers as they are the police force, if they were to do something such as take over Konoha, it would create another stigma towards them. For Itachi, it was better for him to be labeled as the only bad guy than for his whole clan to be labeled as the bad guys. Danzo also plans to massacre the whole Uchiha in another way even if Itachi did not agree to his command. And so, with the promise of Sasuke's safety, Itachi agreed to what Danzo commanded. In other words, Itachi killing his whole clan was the best option he had at the moment because it would ensure at least a single Uchiha's safety, Sasuke, and the Uchiha name won't be tarnished as well. But if Itachi did not agree, then the whole Uchiha including both him and Sasuke, would have been massacred leaving only Obito as the only living Uchiha at that point, and the Uchiha's reputation would be destroyed as well. (That's why people hate Danzo to the core.) So that's basically why Itachi is still considered a kind person, even his parents know how kind he is. Itachi carried the whole burden of both his clan and his village on his small shoulders. Tragic, right?
Kakashi actually miscalculated Itachi's age when he said Itachi was 13 when he massacred his clan. Using math to calculate Itachi's age during the point when he killed his clan, the result would actually be 11 years old. This was derived by comparing Itachi and Sasuke's age and then timeframe of events surrounding the Uchiha massacre. 11 years old is too young of course. In Itachi's light novel however, it was said that Itachi was 12 years old when he massacred his family.
Itachi was actually also deeply disappointed of the mentality of the people in his clan. He was disgusted of their pride. Itachi knows that no matter how strong the Uchihas are, once they turn into enemies, the others won't show them mercy. Itachi thinks that the Uchihas are not self-aware, and this caused further internal suffering for Itachi. For Itachi, he deeply wants the Uchihas to be aware that their safety is in danger because of the rebellion that they are planning. But because they are blinded by their pride, the Uchihas cannot understand Itachi and they rather find his behavior suspicious and abnormal.
The Uchihas were indeed outcasted and treated unfairly because of all the stigmas about them. That's why we also understand the motivation of the Uchihas and why they feel the way they feel. But Itachi was a very insightful child and he sees the whole picture.
Itachi realized that the Uchihas will never stop their rebellion because of their pride. With that, Itachi felt cornered by the Uchiha's lack of self-awareness and Danzo's pressure. Shisui was also psychologically cornered the same way, so Shisui committed suicide as a last resort but the Uchihas still did not change their minds. That's why Itachi know that even if he kills himself, nothing will change. The Uchihas would still proceed with their rebellion and they would be massacred by Danzo.
With all of that, Itachi's final desire was Sasuke's safety. Itachi knows he cannot protect his whole clan, so he at least wished that Sasuke survives. Danzo then, used Sasuke to blackmail Itachi.
Why did Danzo ordered that even innocent Uchiha children be killed? Because Uchiha's strength comes from pain. Uchiha is a cursed clan who's strength comes from the experience of cruel things. So if the children survived, they would awaken their sharingan pretty early. They would eventually seek the truth and since the sharingan allows them to read minds, they would eventually know the whole truth and they would seek vengeance.
Was really there no way for the Uchiha massacre to have been prevented? Itachi thinks that he actually made a mistake. Itachi thinks that Sasuke could have been the Naruto of his clan. Itachi and Shisui basically did their best to persuade the Uchihas to stop their rebellion, but the other Uchihas would not listen to them. But later on in the series, when Itachi was resurrected via edo tensei, he offered the possibility that Sasuke may have been able to persuade the whole clan to stop the rebellion. Itachi admitted that his mistake was that he underestimated Sasuke, that he should've depended on Sasuke instead of figuring everything out by himself.
But I can't really blame Itachi, I mean, you would normally not want to trouble your very young sibling with such a depressing stuff. By normal logic as well, adults really don't listen to kids. But maybe because Itachi met Naruto who has talk-no-jutsu and has the ability to convince even adults, Itachi realize that maybe Sasuke can have that ability as well, if only Sasuke did not drown in darkness.
I'm not really a fan of Itachi but I do understand he's not a bad guy by nature. He was actually a fake villain too. He spied on the Akatsuki for the sake of Konoha.
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2023.06.10 08:38 Whatisitmaria It took me three years to realise that I was taking pristiq wrong
I'm sitting here with splitting headache again, 4pm on a Saturday, because I'm an idiot. I had to do it one more time to see if my psychiatrist was right. Yeah, she was.
I've been taking desfenlafaxine for around 3 years. I'm on 200mg a day. 2 tablets after breakfast. And except for a couple of occasions outside of my control I did what my gp said - 'make sure you take them at the same time every day'.
I've been really struggling with increased depression lately. Especially on weekends. And I mentioned this to my psychiatrist when we were doing my adhd medication review on Monday. My gp had always managed the antidepressants side of things so this was the first time we really discussed it. She asked me detailed questions about what happens on weekend.
See, I always overextend myself. I burn the candle at both ends and in the middle. Now that I understand my adhd I also know to look for meltdowns and burnouts. And I know that sometimes (ie a lot of times) during the week I've pushed so hard that by my first day off, often a Saturday, I'm so utterly exhausted that I sleep in. Late.
And I also have irregular hours in my day jobs. In the last few years, probably a few months after starting on pristiq, I left the mon-sat regular work week and have been working part-time for others and growing my own business the rest of it. So some days could start at 7am, others could start at 1pm etc. I'm sure you know where I'm going with this...
I thought I was taking my pristiq at the same time every day. That time was breakfast. It took my psychiatrist to point out that my breakfast is never actually at the same time of day. So if I sleep in til 3pm on a crash day like today my body started going into withdrawal when the last dose that I took at 8am yesterday ran out 24 hours later at 8am this morning. So I'm waking up 6 hours into withdrawal symptoms. Splitting headache, exhaustion, dizzy, tired eyes, everything seems to loud and harsh, everything is too hard.
Coupled with my adhd, on mornings like this, my trouble with task initiation and paralysis from executive dysfunction will keep me in bed even longer. I'll browse reddit until I have the 'energy' to get up. Still not taking my tablets because my routine is to take them with breakfast.
I thought that maybe I get so many headaches because I don't drink enough water or haven't had a coffee or let myself get to hungry. My solution for three years has been to stay in bed longer, have some water and food, take a painkiller and wait for it to pass. On days like this, like today, I find that by about 7pm I feel more human and also more depressed because I've wasted a day. Then I'll end up awake until 4am and repeat the cycle on Sunday. Except Sunday is a little better so I might be up by 12 and then Monday morning I'm really really exhausted as I drag myself into work at 9.
I've even said in the past that I have a better weekend on the Saturdays where I drag myself out of bed early in the morning because I had something on or someone was relying on me. Even though I'm exhausted and it's a struggle to get up, once I get going I'm good.... because as I now realise, those days I had been taking my pristiq at the earlier 'breakfast time', closer to my dose the day before.
Like I truly feel like an idiot. I have been putting my body through withdrawal symptoms over and over again without even realising it. My misunderstanding about what 'same time every day' means has been making things so unnecessarily worse for me. And even this morning when my alarm went off at 8am, because I now had this information about dosage times, my exhausted ass still went 'surely it doesn't matter that much', hit snooze and went back to sleep. Waking up with a splitting headache at 3pm, feeling so shit that I just wanted to stay in bed and go back to sleep. So I guess I had to do this to myself one more time to get the message?
Now I know the problem what strategies can I use from here? I can't trust morning me to get up and take the meds. Do I move them to later in the day and set multiple alarms?
I probably don't even really need advice, I just wanted to venture about my idiocy and maybe if someone in the future is searching this sub for advice on withdrawal symptoms and missed doses, I can be the cautionary tale that reminds them that you need to take them exactly the same time of day - an actual unmovable time number on the clock - not something like 'breakfast'
Tl;dr- Same time of day is not 'breakfast time'. I've been giving myself withdrawal symptoms for three years. Don't be me. Take your meds at the same time on the clock every day.
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2023.06.10 08:37 DodgaCactuar 28 Autistic male seeking new friends to play games with
Hey, I'm a 28 year old that's looking for a new group of friends to play games with. I'm a very shy quiet person at start but I warm up eventually and I've been told that i'm a delight to talk to. I suffer from mental issues that impair me with the ability to speak properly and know what to say at times but I try my best to communicate. So bare with me if I mess up but I usually try not to mess up. I'm a pc gamer that usually plays rpgs, mmos, games like Terraria n Stardew Valley. Been on the hunt for some new friends to play games with that don't mind me being a bit slow at times and a lil shy at first (I warm up really fast if I'm comfortable.) I'm a goofball and I tend to make dad jokes a lot. So if you like hearing cringey dad jokes. Then you'll enjoy having me around xD. I tend to work on games n have no sleep schedule at all. Whenever, I try to get one going it always fails without a hitch so I mostly gave up on it. I tend to have disabilities that affects my ability to conversate so it's a bit rough for me sometimes and I tend to mess up or word things wrong. If interested in meeting me hmu for my discord or other stuff. I also plan on getting back into Genshin so if you play as well I wouldn't mind having ppl join. I look forward to meeting new ppl :) Really looking to find people that want to play Genshin with me. Lmk if you're interested. Would be interested in talking to people who aren't really smokers, drinkers or such (I'm trying to avoid that type of group). And as you can tell from the header I am a huge LotR fan. All hail the Nazgul! I also would like to know beforehand if you don't think we will work out after a while instead of ditching me out of the blue.
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2023.06.10 08:37 TheFeisty [TOMT] [Video Game] Amnesia Custom Story where you fall down under a mansion.
A very long time ago, I remember seeing a let’s play by either Pewdiepie or Markiplier playing a certain custom Amnesia story where you fall from an elevator shaft deep under a mansion and have to find your way back up. I remember it being very well made and I’d like to dig it back up.
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2023.06.10 08:37 SnooRecipes7586 My hours are getting slaughtered due to a minimum wage raise
I’m a 17y/o high schooler who since the day I turned 15 has worked at this small grocery store in a medium sized city in the US. When I first started working I worked one day a week and slowly built up to 4 days roughly 24 hours a week while being a student full time. I was able to handle it well while maintaining good grades. When I first heard that the minimum wage was getting raised I ecstatic I planned on working more in the summer then I did in the school year. But today the manager of my Friday shift came up to me with the new schedule. He said “hey, because of the minimum wage raise [owner] is prioritizing adult employees which means we’re gonna have to dock some of your shifts. We’re only going to give you Thursday 4-7 and Saturday 1-7”. I was shocked to say the least. I had been working at this store longer than the majority of adult employees. And not only that I had been trying harder. Trying my absolute best to be as nice as possible to all the decrepit, spiteful, old assholes who bark orders at me all day like I’m a dog just because they’re the customer. The day before my boss told me this I had to pretend to be chipper while counting out a customers 6.99 in pennies, AFTER CLOSING because my manager doesn’t kick customers out and instead lets them finish shopping. I’m so sick of this bullshit. I’m practically out of a job for this summer and all this hard work and pretending to be nice to customers who don’t deserve it was for nothing. Should I just quit and find somewhere that won’t throw me away like human garbage for the summer?
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2023.06.10 08:37 Livid_Newspaper_9407 I 20/F can’t stop being insecure in relationship with bf 29/M of 1.5 years, how can I be more confident?
I 20/F can’t stop being insecure in relationship with bf 29/M of 1.5 years, how can I be more confident?
I (20F) can’t stop sabotaging my relationship with (29M) due to my constant insecurities. I don’t want to lose the love of my life. Idk how to communicate better or set good boundaries. Even when things are going well I always find something to worry about. Let’s call him Joe. Joe is my first everything. Bf of 1.5 years. I have trust issues. I know I can be clingy so I try my best to clearly state my “bare minimums” but every time I mention anything needy in that manner Joe will nonchalantly respond or says he will try to accommodate but never does. I’m insecure & look to Joe for validation but instead I get “you need to toughen up”. Joe loves video games (plays 15+hrs a day at times). I’ve tried to show an interest because I know it’s something he is passionate about and wants to bond over. I always attempt to play but I suck and I don’t have a pc/console to practice. I have a constant fear he will find someone who better suits his interest (like his ex). I couldn’t hold my tongue and asked if he was still talking to his ex his response was “even if I was what’s the big deal I don’t get it” after all the drama it’s caused in the past. This is 1 example of why I feel like I can’t vocalize my wants or stop asking for reassurance. Joe is very logical and forward thinking so I know he’s forgotten about it by now. But it bothers me because for the past 1.5 years there is not a day that goes by where I can’t overthink every little thing that goes on between us. Like another redditor said: “I hate how up and down I feel with my boyfriend. Sometimes I will be all “yess I love my boyfriend I will be with him forever and ever!!” mainly when we hang out or afterwards. One thing goes slightly wrong, even so much as him responding in a monotone voice, and suddenly I have little to no interest in him. I find myself hating him and wanting nothing to do with him. I want to have stable point of view I just can’t force myself to. I try to rationalize my thoughts and tell myself “you do love him, you just have a shitty brain telling you otherwise” but even though I know it’s true, I can’t see clearly. Before you say “maybe you don’t actually love him!!”. Trust me, I know I do. It’s like, if you put a blanket over your cat, you know the cats still there but you can’t see the cat. I know I love him, I just can’t feel it at times and I hate it so much.” To give more context: Joe is one of the hardest workers I know he has earned everything the hard way, he treats his family and friends so well, he’s charming, intelligent, funny and is currently working his ass off in school. So I can understand if relationship problems are not on the forefront of his mind but I just wish we could come to an actual resolution instead of willy nilly saying things will get better.
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2023.06.10 08:37 Itsgivingbitch What do you do when your trauma is rooted in being around suffering your entire life?
Im just venting. Hoping someone can relate.
I’ve witnessed suffering my ENTIRE life. Me, my mom and brother lived with my grandparents and uncle, and my grams was wheelchair bound. I never knew her when she could walk. She had a stroke shortly after my uncle died and she ended up completely bedridden. I cared for her for many years before we had to put her in a home. Our cramped apartment became a revolving door of poorly trained, inept government home health aids. They “cared” for her when I was in school. Until I dropped out.
My uncle was over 600lbs. He took a nap one day and died in his sleep. I was the one who found him. He was only 45. He ate himself to death because he was tormented about his sexuality.
I spent a lot of time visiting my grams in the Nursing home. She was bedridden for the last 6 years of her life. She was a avid reader and her vision eventually declined and she lost the ability to read. Reading was her passion and she couldn’t do it anymore. Why didn’t I read to her?! Why didn’t I think to fucking read to her?! We would listen to music and I would do her nails, but why didn’t I think to read to her?! She never fucking complained either. She was such a good person. I think she held on so long because she was worried about me. We were very close. I was extremely depressed and a severe agoraphobic in my late teens and early 20’s.
The isolation killed her. I should’ve just held her hand and told her “Nana it’s okay. You don’t have to keep fighting anymore. You can let go. I will be okay”. I wasn’t there when she passed. We should have brought her home. She died alone in that godforsaken room. I had seen her 2 days prior and she didn’t even know who I was and her skin was grey. The GUILT I felt every time I had to leave during those years. I still have flashbacks and nightmares of her being in that room.
8 months after my grams passed my mom had 4 botched spinal surgeries and was bedridden for close to a year. She was in and out of different nursing rehabs to learn how to walk again. All the while this was happening my grandfather’s dementia was worsening. I was beyond overwhelmed. I became a full blown alcoholic when I was 25. (I no longer drink. I abuse pills)
My mom never regained much feeling in her legs and feet and she’s now in a wheelchair. She can only walk a couple of feet with a walker. She’s incontinent, a chain smoker and morbidly obese with a million different ailments. I’ve been caring for her for the past 13 years. I couldn’t care for both my grandfather and my mom, so we had to put him in a home. He died of a major stroke 3 years later in 2014.
So now im watching my mom slowly withering away. Me and my brother are estranged. He doesn’t help me at all with my mom. He’s also a drug addict.
When does it STOP?! Im so broken. I’ve been on EVERY psych med known to man. I’ve seen countless therapists. I’ve tried exercising, meditating, having outlets. I am DRAGGING every day damn day. My health has gone to shit. Im afraid of doctors. I can’t sleep, I have severe tactile hallucinations, I’m constantly overstimulated. I can’t sit still, I’m always itchy from being anxious. I’m the heaviest I ever been. I cry nonstop. Me and my mom argue almost every day. I’m so angry. Im not a functioning adult.
Im gonna be 38 in 3 weeks and I have never experienced and real joy in my life. I don’t know what I’m doing. Why can’t I pull myself out of this? I can’t even see past the depression anymore. What am I gonna do when my mom eventually gets worse? There’s literally no end in sight. There’s no help, there’s nobody to confide in. I have no support system. I don’t even bother talking to my best friend anymore. I resent my parents for even bringing me into the world. I wasn’t built for any of this shit. Im ready to go.
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2023.06.10 08:37 Complxx11 Tested my K and am conflicted by the results. the morris test i did twice. the first pic and second pic are the same test just the second one is having let it sit out for a while the first was right after stirring. I did the marquis test and the color did not change but it did seem to fizz up.
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