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2023.03.29 04:49 AfraidOfParadise Can’t stop cheating.
I’ve been in numerous relationships and have cheated on most of them. I’ve never been caught or given the indication that I was cheating. I’d purposely share my location with gfs but then would spoof my location when I would go out and cheat on them. I have tried to stop but after a few years I’ve realized that the rush it gives me is what I’m addicted to. I’ve put myself in numerous situations to cheat on purpose but I don’t feel guilty at all. I’ve been in a 3 year relationship and I’ve lost track of how many times I’ve already cheated. Lately it’s been with older women that I start conversations with at grocery stores or while I’m running errands. The married ones are hesitant at first but having a younger guy give you the slightest spark changes their mind. It’s risky that my gf and I live together but it’s just added to the thrill. I’ve hooked up with many at our place but I don’t want our neighbors to see so I usually pull in with them into my garage. I have limo tint windows so it makes things easy. We do our thing and I drive them back to the meet up spot. I know it’s a terrible thing to do to all the girls I’ve dated but I can’t/won’t stop at this point.
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2023.03.29 04:49 StepwiseUndrape574 GTA 6 Report Details Rockstar’s First Bonnie And Clyde-Like Female Protagonist
Grand Theft Auto V is one of the most profitable entertainment franchises in the history of games. It came along as a return to form after what many fans would argue was a misstep with the more gritty and realistic GTA 4. Originally released back in 2013 for the Xbox 360 and PlayStation 3—yes, it spans three console generations—developer Rockstar has supported the game's online mode with continual updates adding new content, new areas, and even all-new mechanics.
GTA V was such a runaway success—and GTA The Trilogy: Definitive Edition was such a dumpster fire—that Rockstar gave up working on a Red Dead Redemption 2 DLC, and has now reportedly abandoned plans to remaster more of its beloved older titles to instead focus on both further GTA Online content as well as the development of GTA 6.
Naturally, expectations for GTA 6 are incredibly high, and given the advanced age of GTA V, fans are chomping at the bit for any bit of news. That's why there's so much buzz around a report at Bloomberg that focuses on Rockstar's new corporate culture. Company co-founder Dan Houser left Rockstar in 2020, and ever since then the development house has been trying to reshape a corporate culture that the report refers to as being "like a frat house".
Given the nature and tone of the humor in the Grand Theft Auto series, it's really not surprising to hear that the atmosphere inside Rockstar was juvenile and chauvinistic. The report remarks that the workplace culture at Rockstar was "full of drinking, brawling, and excursions to strip clubs." That may sound like a good time to some, but it's admittedly not very professional.
gta1 katie Katie from the OG Grand Theft Auto (1997) on PC (left) and Game Boy Color (right).
As part of the report, author Jason Schreier casually reveals that GTA 6 will have at least two playable protagonists, and that one of them will be a Latina woman. This technically isn't the first playable woman nor even the first playable Hispanic woman in the GTA series; the very first GTA game featured a Latina named "Katie" as one of its eight playable characters.
Still, very few of the series' modern fans even remember the old DOS-based Grand Theft Auto, so we can forgive everyone for forgetting about poor Katie. Regardless, the new girl will apparently be part of a Bonnie-and-Clyde-like crime duo, calling to mind the partnership between Claude and Catalina in the beginning of Grand Theft Auto III. Hopefully the partnership between the new player characters in GTA 6 doesn't end the same way that one did.
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Release the PC version at the same time as the consoles please!
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2023.03.29 04:49 welldressedpepe Moving in the summer. Twin Falls, ID to Minneapolis, MN
Our family of 3, me, my wife and our toddler daughter are relocating to Minnesota this summer
We are weighing our options at the moment We got 2 cars and planning on driving each of our cars to Minneapolis in May, fly to Vancouver from Minneapolis to fly to Korea (flight booked for May 29th). Since we are relocating but have an international trip right before, this is one option
Other one would be driving my truck myself from Idaho to Minnesota, fly back to Salt Lake City for my wife to pick me up, then drive from Idaho to vancouver, park her car at YVR then drive from Vancouver to Minneapolis in July when we come back. My truck will be in a storage unit near Minneapolis airport till July when we return in this case.
Currently driving in May both cars to MN is top choice. We are both teachers and we will start driving May 25th, last day of school. We at that point only have about 2 nights 3 days to complete the drive
This route, if we stop two nights, which route would be the best that passes through more cities rather than long stretch of nothing and also where would you recommend the stopping point for the first and the second night? I was thinking Billings and Fargo
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2023.03.29 04:49 PhilosophyBubbly6190 2018 2.7 ecoboost rattles during acceleration. 70k miles. Any info or advice would be greatly appreciated.
So, over the weekend I had my water pump replaced and oil changed. Took it off-roading the next day and ever since it rattles like crazy when I start to step on it. What concerns me the most, is that it only does it when it’s in drive. I can rev to 5k rpm in park but the second I put it in drive and start driving it’ll rattle. Really hoping it’s not a transmission issues. I tried securing the waste gate actuator for the turbo and unfortunately that doesn’t help either. I have an appointment at ford but really would appreciate any ideas or if anyone’s experienced this with theirs.
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2023.03.29 04:49 humblebumble99 Speed on highway ramp sign is a suggestion or required?
I have my g test coming up in about two months and I'm practicing driving on the highway. I've seen comments on this subreddit that the speed limit on the entrance and exit ramp signs are suggestions and you wouldn't fail if you go over them during a test. Has anybody had an experience with going over the speed on the sign during the test and not failing?
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2023.03.29 04:48 rainbcwdream My best friend of 3 years didn't like me
I came across another post on this subreddit that reminded me of the time I realized that someone I considered my best friend for 3 years, probably never even liked me in the first place, and now I just feel like venting a bit. Feel free to share similar experiences that may have happened to you!
So for some context this started about 10 years ago when I was in 8-10th grade. I was not diagnosed at this time, and I used to be pretty attached to someone I at the time considered to be my best friend. She made it a lot more easier for me to come to school, though I still struggled a lot with it, and it both made me very happy whenever she would ask me if I would be showing up at school that day, but also rather guilty for just skipping school on days where it was too stressful for me, as I assumed that meant she was attached to me too.
A few days a week she would have an appointment at a place that I considered to be on my way home (albeit at a slightly different route,) and I thought I had some big brain idea where I would join her there, and since we already were together, we could go to my place and hang out since that was way closer than her house. In later years I realize I was quite obviously overstepping boundaries, but I did not understand that at all at the time, and just assumed the times she told me not to go with her, to be in a humble way (like when you decline anything when offered food and stuff at someone's house because you do not want to be a bother.) I also assumed whenever she would turn down my invite to hang together after she was done at the place, it was just because she was tired. It also didn't happen only on the days when she had an appointment, she would never really want to do anything with me after school at all, and again even though I was upset, I just shrugged it off, trying to be considerate. Rather ironic now looking back at it.
She was really one of my only friends during that time and I also considered us close after we graduated from 10th grade. I was often very lonely, especially during the evenings, when I would sometimes see her being online on facebook, and decide to shoot her a small message, usually just a "hi!" or something. It quickly became a pattern of her "coincidentally" going offline whenever I would message her, and while at the time I believed it was just coincidence and that my timing just sucked. Looking through our messages now, I realize I spent over a year (Dec 2013 - April 2015) just messaging her, with no response, which I just can't see as coincidence anymore. I did not message her every day btw, it was just whenever I was on facebook and saw that she was online. She would always go offline right after I messaged her, without fail.
I went through some of our messages while writing this, and I totally get her not liking me. I was so weird and annoying judging by these messages. I wasn't good at driving a conversation, and it probably didn't really help when she wasn't that into it, so most of our messages is probably just the usual "hi, what's up" kind of thing, with me sometimes trying to talk about other things and failing severely. Anyway, me being annoying and not understanding boundaries back then, is not what this is about, and while it still can be difficult for me to see when I overstep boundaries, I am at the very least aware of it now and usually tell people early on to tell me straight if I am in fact overstepping boundaries.
Fast forward to about a month after the final message I had sent her, and she finally sent me a message after over a year! I was so happy and excited — and then it all disappeared once I realized the contents pf that message; it was a chain mail. My heart broke. The worst part was that the message ended with "THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS MUST REALLY CARE ABOUT YOU." which just felt like a punch to the gut. At this point I lash out at her and tell her how hurt I am by receiving a chain mail like that. She then blames her not contacting me on school and depression, which I just thought was such a strange thing to say as I am depressed too, and while depression affects people differently from person to person, it just felt off to me that the way she would contact me again after over a year would be through chain mail, and not literally anything else. Even after this I still do not get it, and while I was hurt by the chain mail, I apologize for lashing out at her and ask if she has any plans and tell her that she can hit me up whenever as I am usually at home, at which point she does not respond – again. I message her one final time in December 2015, half a year later, until...
August 2016, when I finally realize that she never actually cared about me and that she probably only was my friend out of pity because I didn't have any friends. Once again overcome by a lot of emotions and feeling hurt and lied to, I send her one final message. The very same chain mail message that broke my heart the year prior.
I am in no way trying to portray myself as an angel either, and some of my behavior can even be viewed as manipulative, and I can see that now, but I was unable to at the time. I do not want to blame my annoying personality on my now diagnosed autism, and I am not going to. It does definitely play a part in why it was so difficult for me to understand I was overstepping boundaries, but that doesn't make my actions okay. I do still have times where I fuck up in a similar way, but at least now that I am aware of it, it definitely does help, if only a little bit.
This whole incident did mess me up a bit, though, as I now immediately start second guessing myself if I feel like someone is ignoring me, thinking I should probably just remove myself from their life so I won't have to upset and/or hurt them with my naïveté.
I would have much preferred she just told me outright that I was being annoying and that she didn't actually want to spend any time with me. Would it still have hurt? Well, obviously, but I way prefer that over spending YEARS thinking everything is alright, for one day to be hit by the realization that someone didn't actually like me at all, when this whole time I have considered them a good friend.
Sorry if this doesn't read very well, I typed so much, my phone's keyboard is lagging, and I also have a tendency to skip words and stuff while typing. Let me know if some wordings are off too, I'm not a native English speaker, so sometimes my brain gets confused by translating languages.
If you read this, thank you, I appreciate you wanting to read my story, sorry it's so long...
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2023.03.29 04:47 sakura_lupinblack I feel so overwhelmed
I feel wicked overwhelmed and I just want to lie down and cry. I had a long day at school we had a bunch of work, we have a big test coming up and I have no clue anything about what we are learning In that subject. There was alot of things that made me feel stressed throughout the day and normally I would talk to my friend and it would help me calm down but she wasn't there today. All day I felt stressed and just wanted to cry and it didn't help that my t-shirt sleeves were rubbing and giving me a rash and it burned really bad but I couldn't do anything about It. It's now many hours later and I'm at home and I normally would just take off my shirt to fix the problem but I can't do that because its cold as fuck in my house. So my next option obviously is change shirts but problem with that i basically only own t-shirts because they are the only type of shirt that doesn't drive me crazy sensory wise. I just want to skip tommorow and lay in bed but I have a school trip tommorow and get ready. I am on the verge of tears my arms hurt alot, I still have to get ready which I have zero motivation for and I am worried about tommorow. I will be gone to a ski resort all day but I just want to stay home.
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2023.03.29 04:46 onetimeataday Tired of wanting to disclose trauma/estrangement
I’m tired of feeling like I’m a walking overshare. But on the other hand, seemingly my entire impulse towards being social is programmed towards the idea I could tell someone about my fucked up childhood and connect on that. If I can’t do that, it seems hard to even have the motivation to maintain a social life.
I’m not even actively traumatized anymore, but it just kind of feels like wow, waking up out of the fog of that experience, what a fucking ride that was! I just wish I could put that experience in the context of some low key human interactions.
I’ve had a lot of success in support groups, after spending my adult life so far building friend groups, attempting to disclose the trauma, then promptly driving the group away. It always feels like I’m almost there but not quite.
A part of me recognizes this isn’t healthy, but then I feel like well okay then, why don’t I just sit in my house and just wait to die then. Because if all that happened and I just have to walk it off, socializing doesn’t make any sense to me then. Idk what I’m asking here, just venting I guess.
It’s not even that I want to bitch and complain about trauma, it’s just that on top of being traumatizing, my childhood experience was highly unusual and I just wish I could talk to some people about it to contextualize it for myself.
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2023.03.29 04:46 Ok-Housing4704 Are we employees?
I work for a third party transportation and delivery company in Texas and have been working here for over 6 months now.
We are classified as independent contractors and are not offered any benefits despite many promises of being made “employees” and being offered benefits like insurance and workers comp, but we are salaried and are given the same amount every month. We work a Monday through Friday schedule and start at roughly the same time every day, but the amount of hours we work varies greatly depending on the time of year and can range from less than 30 hours a week to 50 or 60 plus, but we probably average about 40 hours a week. We drive company vehicles and use company cards to pay for vehicle maintenance and gas, but have to pay for any other supplies we need to do our jobs.
I got recently did my taxes and was blown away at the amount I had to pay because I am technically self employed and had to pay payroll taxes as well as employee taxes for the time I have been employed at this company. I do not own this company and could be fired at any moment and not be able to claim unemployment because of my status as an independent contractor.
All that to ask, is this legal? Or is my employer classifying us as independent contractors instead of employees to avoid giving us benefits and paying taxes on us? And what do I do in this situation? because all I’ve been able to find online is conflicting information.
I will answer any questions presented but need to remain as anonymous as possible for obvious reasons.
Thanks in advance.
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2023.03.29 04:46 ikanbilliesh Help I need advice on if I should ask for a compensation back?
Hello Reddit! I need advice on how to proceed with this situation. So for some background context, me (F22) and my friend(M25) got a place together, only his name was on the lease. We both decided that he’ll be moving in first before i do because I don’t have a car at the time. Long story short, I paid almost half of the rent for couple of months but I haven’t lived there yet or move my stuff in (Ik y’all might call me stupid). The situation was that we had an argument about a car, he offered to help me loan a car but it’ll be under his terms- which means I do not have full ownership of the car even if I pay for it monthly myself. The car comes with a voucher that can help with buying furniture for the flat.
His idea was sharing the new car 3x a week w his car so I don’t abuse the new car from the job I wanted to take. It was just driving from place to place to do some work and sometimes I have to carry some items to the location. I get his concerns, but I didn’t really want to share the car since I’ll be paying fully and hell broke lose, he got pissed at me and called me entitled simply because of that. Immediately changed his mind said that he wanted to do this alone, should’ve done this alone. It really feels like he simply only wanted to help me because he’s getting something back, after some back and forth he asks me if I can pay my monthly bills starting may if he’s getting the new car, mind you I haven’t even moved in yet. Told him no, since I already have plans w that money. He replied with “I need to rethink everything” and I just left him alone. The next day he asks me if I would take his car since he’s taking the new one and only wanted a simple yes or no as an answer. I stood my ground and I said no to him again. Part of the reason why, the car is out of my budget and I was also thinking of the long term use + maintenance, servicing, insurance, road tax and how expensive the spare part is going to be. This is where I feel like I need advice on how to do this. When I told him no, he told me he wants to live alone, do this alone and he hope that I understand. I do, and I’m not even upset I just feel like a “huge loss” because I spent half of my salary to pay monthly rent. Would it be fair if I ask for some compensation back , I did help with getting few items for the flat. I’m thinking one month worths of rent + costs of the item I helped getting?
More info: he wanted me to move in right after I get the car, I did told him that I’m not ready to move in if I don’t secure this job first, that pays way better simply because I don’t want to stress out about money cause I won’t be able to ask for help from my family. My family would technically disowned me for getting away from mentally & physically abusive household.
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2023.03.29 04:45 Meme_enjoyer9683 I was recording something for school in 4k 60 fps for several hours on and off. It uses a lot of storage. I uploaded them to google drive then deleted.
Why am i still out of storage. I already restarted my phone. Any advice
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2023.03.29 04:45 Hawkboy71 Samsung 980 Pro w/heatsink on MPG Z690 mobo
I just ordered these components to build a new PC and I just realized I may have a problem with installing the Samsung 980 pro because the one I ordered comes with a heatsink. Do I need one without a heatsink to install in the MPG Z690 Carbon wifi Mobo? I just wonder because of the way you cover the drive on this particular motherboard with its own heatsinks.
I haven't had to build a PC in several years and NVMEs on a full size mobo are new to me!
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2023.03.29 04:45 ldiggles Parents who get overstimulated
How do you regulate? Especially when you have an infant and you can’t just leave when they cry?
My baby cried while in the car and I could not handle it. I started crying once she stopped. It was overwhelming. It wasn’t the feeling of “oh no poor her I need to help my baby” it was pure sensory overload. This doesn’t happen all the time but most often happens in the car. I assume since driving already provides enough stimulation.
It happened again later and again, I couldn’t regulate. I started humming to myself at the perfect pitch to vibrate my teeth which was the only thing that made it barely manageable for the short drive. I’ve never done anything like that. The second drive was only literally 2 minutes and my brain immediately went into fight or flight. It NEEDED to dissociate? (I’m not sure if that’s the right word) I needed to just detach from reality and go blank and I couldn’t. There was no more “I need to regulate” it was too late for that and more so that I need to shut off. And since I couldn’t I just tried to fill my brain and body with a new feeling and noise that would drown the baby out or at least distract me from it. I couldn’t tolerate it for 2 minutes.
I am working with a therapist but I don’t see her again until next week so any suggestions would be great. Before having a baby, I’ve rarely been overstimulated in a situation that I couldn’t remove myself from or at least use strategies to help myself.
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2023.03.29 04:45 1970sflashback Back in the 80s. Lifted trucks were everywhere 38s and 6 to 8” lift. Bigfoot was on Lindbergh and was Midwest 4 wheel drive. I had a79 gmc jimmy just like this one
2023.03.29 04:45 Sukubasan9 Diving Jobs in Hawaii
Not sure if this is the best place to post, but I'm considering moving to Hawaii to work in recreational diving.
Does anyone here have experience working in this industry in Hawaii and can give some advice and stories about their experiences?
Is the diving industry pretty stable for full time work year around?
How are the wages? I live in country were people don't tip, so I'm unsure about how much of a divers wage is from tips compared to hourly salary or commission sales.
I'm open to living on any of the islands, but I'm most interested in Maui or the Big Island.
I think Oahu might be too crowded for me, but then again so might the other islands.
Any general advice about the islands would be greatly appreciated.
For more context about myself, I'm a U.S. citizen, but I have lived abroad for many years now. I'm not originally from Hawaii, but it's one of the States I'm curious about living in. I speak Japanese, which I'm hoping will be an asset for job searching in Hawaii. I'm also a certified diving instructor.
If you read this far, then thank you for having an interest in my post. I hope you have a great day and I'm truly grateful for any advice about Hawaii in general and especially the diving industry.
TL:DR please give me general advice about living in Hawaii and about work in the diving industry.
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2023.03.29 04:44 Revolver-Knight Should I tell my Therapist about some of my more embarrassing coping mechanisms?
If I had to say 3 reasons I go to therapy it would be my chronic loneliness, my social awkwardness,and my low self esteem
I like my therapist she is awesome and very kind.
I’m chronically lonely, I’m 20 and with my short time on this earth I’ve barely had a close friend outside of a work or school buddy. I have one friend who is a really good guy but we don’t hang out or talk often cause he is a full time student, and a perfectionist when it comes to his grades. We hang out occasionally by go to the movies it feels like a few times out of the year
But 95% of the time I’m all by my lonesome I’m trying to change I really am, but it’s so hard I’m desperate for friendship and romance and any companionship but I lack to the courage or self esteem to put myself out there.
A lot of my life since middle school when I discovered girls has been limerence chasing people who didn’t want me or just torturing myself feeling like shit all the time hoping that the universe would throw me a bone.
I’m not completely inexperienced I had a Girlfriend a couple of years ago and we dated for a year.
I have I guess healthy coping mechanisms
Listening to music
I have my hobbies or sometimes as I like to think of them distractions from the shitty parts of my life
Movies, Games, Books stories in general
My more actually negative coping skills are emotional eating I will destroy a bag of pretzels
But let’s move on to the what I would consider to be the embarrassing or unorthodox
So one of the reasons I like therapy is alot of my problems I don’t want to talk to my parents about, not because they wouldn’t care it’s just it’s embarrassing and I don’t want to ruin their perspective of me or I don’t want them to make it bigger than it is or I don’t want them worrying all the Time especially when they have their own problems.
So as embarrassing as they are here are my other coping skills
Most nights when I go to bed I listen to and fall asleep to asmr Girlfriend Roleplays. My favorite are the soft or dom yanderes cause like I said I’m a desperate lil monster. I like to hug my pillow
It helps me sleep and kinda numbs the lonely attacks which is a term I created to describe moments where my heart just goes crazy I got a pit in my stomach and I feel cold and alone, and I feel like I’m gonna die alone, never gonna find love again I have a lil cry and sometimes whimper or moan I wonder how I’m supposed to survive the next decade let alone my whole life feeling like this feeling tortured most days. I get attached to people so fast. I feel like I use people to feel normal and I feel guilty
Another embarrassing one is talking in the car
While driving sometimes I like to pretend that I have a girlfriend that sits in the passenger seat and I like to talk as if there is an actual person.
It’s usually about stuff that happens during the day or stuff I see as I’m driving
Day dreaming is another big one I like to daydream that I’m married or my life is better than what it is sometimes I like to pretend I’m a famous movie director and I’m being filmed for a documentary as I describe my daily life and influences on my work. Or like im being interviewed on a late night show.
Sometimes I’m a guest on my favorite podcasts or YouTube show.
Sometimes I’m a famous musician on tour when I listen to music
All is not lost however I know the difference between reality and fiction I’m not like an incel or an angry person I’d consider myself to be a good person but not one of those s fedora tipping nice guys. I try my best to be helpful for people not use them
I’m trying to improve myself I’ve been tryin to lose weight to look more attractive, I’m learning more how to dress for big and tall men.
So I have hope I just feel like shit most days I really wish I could either accept the fact that I will be alone for ever or be able to somehow enjoy life by myself
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2023.03.29 04:44 Difficult_Drama_1767 AITA For saying I wanted to go back to church as long as it wasn’t a homophobic one?
So my older sister was coming back home for her friend's funeral.Me and our mom were both going with her.The funeral was really beautiful and it just brought back some memories for me of when I was younger growing up going to Catholic school and going to church. After the funeral me and my mom were already in the car and my sister was outside finishing up a conversation with someone and I asked my mom if Sunday we could try this church by our house and said I don’t think it’s one of the homophobic ones my mom said sure that we could go next Sunday and my sister got in the car and asked what we were talking about.I told her and she asked why it would matter how the church feels about gay people I said I’d just rather go to a church that doesn’t believe it’s a sin and is just more accepting since I’m bi which they both know.My sister told me that I shouldn’t push my beliefs onto other people and that it is a sin and isn't natural and that you can’t be Catholic/Christian and be gay I started to try to defend what I was saying but then I just stopped because she just kept talking over me.I was trying hard not to cry because I didn’t want her to see and point it out but her saying all of that just hurt.I leaned my head against the car door while my mom started driving and ended up crying anyways no one noticed.My mom and sister kept talking though my mom agreeing with me and my sister still upset.I brought up the argument with my sister before she left to go home.I tried to tell her that everything she said hurt my feelings and explain what I had tried to say before but it just ended in another argument.She called me a snowflake and a crybaby and said that she shouldn't have to feel like she has to walk on eggshells around me.And I tried to tell her that she can believe whatever she wants but she doesn't have to tell me that.And that the whole argument was unnecessary she said what do you want me to lie to you or something?I'm not going to it's the truth and she never apologized.I don't understand how she just didn't get why I was upset. My sisters Pagan and bi too so i don't understand why she was bothered by what I said?It took me years before I came out to my family I knew how I felt since middle school but because of how I was raised I was really scared.Plenty of years of feeling like I was disgusting and that God didn't love me anymore and that I was going to go to hell which was terrifying.I remember praying a lot when I was younger that God would fix me and make me stop feeling like this and that I wanted to be normal like all my friends.This is something that has been really hard for me which she would know if we were close at all.
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2023.03.29 04:44 Wonderland44 AITA for refusing to keep giving my partner rides to work
I (27F) have been giving my partner (29NB) rides to work every workday for the last three months. This is because their car has been broken down since December. Their car has a coolant leak that’s been “repaired” three times but keeps coming back. So once this last leak started, they decided to stop driving their car. At the time, we agreed that with my work schedule I’d be able to get them to and from work. This worked for a while, until it became too much for me. It has now been over three months, their car is still sitting in the driveway with no repairs done on it, and seemingly no end in sight. We’ve discussed selling the car and saving that money for them to find a new one. Every time I ask them about it the answer is “I can’t do this alone, I need your help”. Which I offer, but nothing ever comes of it. Today I reached my limit. My job requires making multiple deliveries a couple days of the week, and today was one of those days. I had to leave work in the middle of the day to take my partner to work, I asked them if I could make 5 deliveries before dropping them off, and they got upset because I originally said it would be just one stop. (It’s also important to note that they would be getting to work 2 hours earlier than they were scheduled). We had a big fight about it, so I told them I’ll pick them up tonight but the rest of the week it’s up to them to find a way to and from work. We’ve been together for 11 years and have gotten through a lot of tough situations, so part of me feels like this car thing is trivial. But another part of me is sick and tired of having to work all of my days around when I have to take my partner to their job. Help me Reddit. AITA?
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2023.03.29 04:43 xiaoxinniming Question about intersection between Victoria St and 15th Ave
I don't drive around much, particularly the downtown area. But this evening, I was driving down Victoria St from the 17th Ave, and was to turn left at 15th Ave. But I was greatly confused when I was making the turning, as I had to turn more than 90 degrees. For a moment, I almost thought I was turning into the wrong lane/street. The low sun was not helping either.
In any case, these are the street view
and aerial view
of what I did. This is how I was supposed to make the turn, correct?
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2023.03.29 04:43 CYOA_With_Hitler Should I Cease Relations With My Mistress of 3.5 years?
So I've been together with my wife for 6 years, and 1 year ago my 8 year old daughter from my last partner came into my permanent care(Her mother is banned from seeing her until she's 18), which is what my wife wanted, we were in court for 5 years.
Since then my sex drive has reduced to 0, my wife and I have had sex 5-10 times.
I have a long term FWB who requests to see me constantly, and to who I decline 9/10 requests, and so have sex and see her every 1-2 weeks.
My drive is still zero with my FWB but I take viagra so I can perform as I'm sure that having zero sex drive is temporary and most likely due to stress from having my daughter in my care.
Prior to having my daughter in our care, my wife and I would jog together for an hour each day, 1 hour spa per day together, hour of sex, several hours of cuddles and movie watching.
I've told my wife I need notice as I can't otherwise perform, I have ED from stress, and she's very upset that she seems to think that I'm organising and scheduling time for my FWB but not for her.
I don't want to have sex with anyone at the moment and only do so with my FWB at her request.
Should I cease all relations with my mistress?
tl;dr: Have been having sex with mistress but not my wife since my daughter came into my care, should I stop seeing my mistress.
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