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Hi all,
long time had an interest in playing Graviteam tactics, but was a bit intimidated and also didn't like eastern front as a setting. Stuck to CM for a bit but decided to try out the Graviteam series through tank warfare tunisia, which I picked up on sale for 5 dollars. Understanding that it is the exact same game as Mius Front (same engine, so same game mechanics just different setting)
Opened the game up, clicked around to understand the UI and went straight into a campaign, chose one with mainly infantry units and a small scale to get the hang of things. Set up an attack on an objective. Ok cool time for deployment, I set up my company to conduct an attack on a farm. 1 platoon assaulting trenches flanking the objective to the left, 2 platoon assaulting front and center to take the main objective buildings and 3 platoon assaulting trenches flanking objective to the right. Coy HQ in the rear for comms and light mortar support. I assume I do not need to give orders to individual squads as the orders system should make use of platoon level tactics in an assault, and because the orders system disencourages micromanagement.
Hit play, and im watching units run into enemy defences piece meal 1 by 1, squads not keeping cohesion whatsoever (sometimes theres just a dude alone 150m away from his squad attacking a trench solo lol) and the fucking platoon leader taking point for some reason, bren gunners also not taking SBF positions and instead charging infront of their rifle teams.
I really want to enjoy this game, all the systems surrounding it and levels of simulation are amazing but I feel very turned off by this as it pulls me out of the immersion. Am I doing something wrong or is GT infantry combat poorly represented?

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Selling a lot of ~130 Pokemon Cards. They are all varying in condition, going from Damaged to near mint. I would say they are mostly moderately played. They are mostly Japanese but there are lots of English cards and other languages as well. Please message me or comment for pricing, going by eBay sold for reference. Trades welcome, PayPal preferred.
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I've been off and on here for several years now. And it's like every time I quit drinking, I find a reason to keep going. I hate to tell you all now that I've drank recently. But the more I really feel it now I understand there are more philosophical reasons to not drink (and I think the philosophical reasons are important).
If you don't understand what alcohol really does to you, it's up to us to understand that. And it in fact is a pain in the ass to figure this out despite what anyone will tell you. Alcohol is a filling of a hole inside of us and if you don't figure out what that hole is, it will not result in anything positive for you.
But if you're like me and you've decided that there is a hole, and it in fact is a hole you've been filling for a long fucking time, you are not alone. This hole, my god, it seems like a shallow hole (compared to others). And it only seems shallow because nobody quite understands what you are going through, you are still not alone. The shallowness or depth of the hole is irrelevant. You are far more relevant. And that's really what matters. Who you are. And the depth of you. Because alcohol is a shallow creature waiting to suck the life out of you.
Alcohol has sucked the life out of me for me for nearly 20 years or more because I have lost all track of it. It's irrelevant the amount of years though. I hope you truly understand this. I've been through the worst shit you could imagine and I'm sure the shit you've been through is worse than I can imagine. It's a fact for all of us. We are all here together for a reason and I implore you to understand that we are all together in this same understanding of what life really is and what it can be most importantly. We are all together as people and we always will be.
If you want to truly understand the relevance of time and the role that alcohol plays, I encourage you greatly to think about what life means to you. What the daily struggle of it means to you. Because whether you understand the philosophical difference of it, we are all in fact one day away from death, every single day we live. This is a fact of life. Every day we grow older, we are in fact closer to this inevitable outcome. This is our chance to be morally cogent with what life gives us and all that life allows us.
Please understand this is not just our opportunity, but our ultimate definition of life in a sense. We must act in a way that represents us as people because we are so darkened by this drug that haunts us. That binds us. That blackens us. Don't let it blacken you too. Live in a different way.

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sorry for posting an incoherent rant but i do feel the need to get this off of my chest. i got the raw s1 a few months ago and i'm bouncing between loving it and buyer's remorse. i love the look, i need the portability, and the smaller space helps me with my tiny desk. on the other hand i keep reading stories about the bad thermals and being unable to use higher end parts.
at this point i know i am going to have the raw s1 be my case for me new build, and i know i can get an upgrade to my current setup (3700x and 5700xt, 16gb ram, 1tb sats ssd) even with the parts available to me right now. but what keeps me up is wondering how long i should wait until i start building a new pc.
ideally, i had intended on waiting until intel's lunar lake launch for completely no reason other than i like the name and the low power performance buzzwords make my brain happy. this would've been somewhere around 2025 so my current pc could get some good mileage. then the raw s1 went on sale and my anxiety got the better of me.
now i could sell it or get rid of it, though at the same time, i think it would be okay keeping it at least until the next generation and see how good those are for sff builds. i'm also not pressed for time as my pc still works, though it isn't the best as it is still a chunky boi and takes up precious desk space.
now i know the raw s1 doesn't have the best thermals, i get it. sff will in general run hotter than other larger cases. but i am coming into this with a nzxt h510, which also sucks for thermals. i don't know if one can be cooler than the other, but looking at the thermal benchmarks of the raw s1 compared to my own temps, it looks like the raw s1 would improve gpu temps by at least 30 degrees. so maybe this will be an upgrade for me.
at the same time, i know someone i can give my current pc to so they can finally have one and i can avoid making more e-waste. and what i would be looking for is a moderate jump in performance. i don't know if anyone could follow along, but the worries and stress are keeping me up and i wanted to blow off some steam to try and cool down.
in case anyone wants to know:
my current pc build: https://pcpartpicker.com/list/2VRVk9
my proposed pc build: https://pcpartpicker.com/list/V3frNc

I work with a nonprofit organization that is some anticrime 5013C investigative organization.
We signed up for Tracers and we’re giving a trial and the data was incredibly accurate and extensive. We signed up for the 12 month contract and 30 days later after we paid our bill all of the sudden the data quality not only changed, but the search options were limited as well. After going back-and-forth with Tracers customer support, I was informed that they accidentally gave us too much data and that we were never supposed to have access to that much data.
Essentially it felt like a bait and switch .
The lead sales guy did offer 30% off of our lifetime searches and it is a slightly better public records option than intellius or the other beenverified like platforms, but very disappointing.
What’s confusing to me is there claim that our account isn’t allowed to access certain data? We weren’t getting ssns or anything, just up to date data that was accurate. Now it’s completely different.
Unless you’re a licensed PI or Attorney, be aware that tracers may either restrict you or just be a contractual slightly more comprehensive version of other open source databases.
Is anyone familiar with what compliance laws say as far as getting access to data? I really don’t understand what a permissible purpose is to have this data if assisting law-enforcement isn’t one.

My (25F) younger sister (21F) - we'll call her Savannah - has been acting very odd lately. My parents have been discussing divorce, which has been hard on all of us. I've been assuming this was the reason for Savannah’s behavior.
Recently, Savannah began hanging out with a new group of friends who all live independently and have full-time jobs. Savannah lives with our parents, has self-diagnosed autism, and doesn't want to get a job. However, she is in school, which takes about 4hrs/day 4 days/wk. She told our youngest sister, Ana (19F), that she is ashamed that she still lives at home and tells her friends that the reason they can't visit is because her entire family is homophobic. This is incorrect.
My family is liberal and has always been active in Pride parades and LGBTQ+ community work. We are just about the farthest from homophobic/transphobic as you can get. We have a FTM transgender uncle who lived with us while he transitioned (I was 7) and continues to be an important member of our family. I'm in graduate school, graduating with my master's soon, and I've done internships with LGBTQ+ community centers. Gay and Trans rights are at the forefront of my political ideology. I also recently came out as bisexual - and Savannah was present when I told my parents.
I was irritated that Savannah was making these claims, but I figured she was dealing with something personal. Her friends are all queer and they were ALL kicked out of their homes at early ages due to homophobic/transphobic families.
I decided to become a high school teacher recently, and when Ana told Savannah about my career choice, Savannah said "allieturtle is so homophobic, she's going to target gay kids." Ana told me about this statement because it deeply bothered her, but asked me to keep it to myself to uphold Savannah's trust in Ana. Ana tried to defend me but Savannah doubled down.
I told my mom that I don't want Savannah near me, and I especially don't want her anywhere near my graduation. My mom said she does not want to address Savannah's chronic lying until it becomes a more serious issue. Savannah has lied about several other things lately as well. However, Savannah is 21 years old. I get why my mom wouldn't want to step in. As of today, Savannah doesn’t know that I know she said this.
My mom is calling me an AH for this, and I don’t know if there’s a right answer. How do I handle this?

Used to work as a contractor for about 1.5 years with this a large international corporation before I joined my current company where I’ve been about 6 months, so 2 YOE.
Switched over because I got a much offer at an F200 firm. $65k + bonus, great PTO, great mobility, great insurance; and most importantly, phenomenal company to work for. I mean, I couldn’t be happier and I’m very blessed to say I love my job and my team. After a few months in, I’ve found my footing and am about to take on a new role for a very important part of the business. The company is very encouraging of growing within and is very, very flexible. It’s hybrid, but even the days we go in we’re back home not long after lunch most days.
Today, my old coworker who is now a team lead there is asking me if I’m interested in coming back at $45/hr as a contractor through their internal staffing arm. Haven’t gotten all the details but there is PTO, health insurance, and 401k matching. The catch is that I wasn’t nearly as enthusiastic about working there and it’s fully in-person and it will be a considerable commute.
Wondering if I could get some insight on how to best leverage in this position I’ve found myself in. I know a post like this comes up frequently but I’m still curious to see if I can find other opinions.

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The Xeno looked like he should be sitting on a Cathedral somewhere pissing rain down on the tourists. He also wouldn’t shut up
“I told you, I’m not a fucking engineer, pilot, Superman or whatever other weird ideas you have about humans. I’m a Xeno Paleoarchelogist and I’m wearing the wrong pants for a pirate attack. My grant doesn’t cover it and neither does my health insurance.”
The crests on his annoying companion raised in surprise, “Well I have no idea what that means but it must be useful! I have better pants that you may borrow if that would help?”
Warren held on to his chair tightly as another explosion rattled his teeth. Twenty minutes ago he had been enjoying the peace of a dull commute with a good book. Now he was in serious shit with nothing but whatever the Xeno equivalent of a nerd was. He should have known from the way the guy had lit up like it was his fucking birthday on sitting beside a ‘real’ human on his trip into the dark.
When the shaking calmed down he looked at his unlikely companion, “I study history, your history, everyone's history and see what matches up with ours. In particular, I study the utilisation of fire in prehistory as an indicator of future galactic development.”
He might as well have been speaking in pig-Latin and asking for a donation for the rebuilding of Pompei for all the Xeno seemed to understand.
The Xeno seemed to be considering something and then spoke in a sudden burst as if he was afraid the universe might interrupt him, “I am Ni’urn, Senior-Second Programmer of the Third-Shift of Numbers of Importance and I also study. I study combinations of numbers and I recommend the best ones. I cannot be captured by pirates! My department would be horrified!”
This was the problem with dumb translations since Warren heard ‘office geek that lived in a basement’ when he was actually being told, “I am the Second in Command of the third sector of our planet's military: space. I study patterns of warfare within the galaxy and our local space and recommend countermeasures to deal with foreseen problems. My death or capture will result in confusion and possible overreaction by our military.”
What Ni’urn heard from his new human companion was, “I am a human specialist responsible for fire and I am without my equipment.”
The obvious solution was to find some way for the human to utilise his skills in fire, a most useful thing in a battle with pirates.
Ni’urn ran the numbers in his head, “We are on a civilian ship from the In’Tec people. They make poor ships but cheap. Since your people stopped their previous activities I must think that they are unfamiliar with important things like escape pods since we have not been offered one. My projections indicate that this ship was probably refitted from a pirate vessel. Do you concur?”
Warren looked around at the slightly squashed cabin and took a wild guess, “Sure, why not? If these guys were pirates then either they are still working with them or they might have held onto some of the systems they used to use. No one gives up firepower if they can help it. I’m not sure how that helps us!”
Ni’urn added that to his numbers, “I concur. It is a most useful insight. We have just under eighteen minutes before the ship either surrenders to slavers and thieves or fails completely and explodes so I propose we seek to take immediate control of the vessel. I have sufficient understanding to undertake to pilot the vessel and you will be responsible for finding and using the weapons you believe they have concealed. Do you concur?”
Warren was still struggling with the ‘Eighteen minutes until we die’ when the Xeno grabbed him and pushed him forward towards the door. He thought the creature had been driven mad with fear and decided to chance it on his own. The Xeno had babbled something about Escape Pods so he pulled open the door and began running. He no longer cared where he was running to but he was damned sure of what he was running away from.
He was nearly back to rational thought when someone suddenly appeared in front of him and raised a weapon towards his face. Warren needed those brown pants really badly but he was moving too fast to stop so he tried to drop his head, just as the much-abused ship's systems flickered and the gravity went offline for a second.
To Ni’urn it appeared as if the human had sprinted at unbelievable speed from the cabin and when one of the pirates had dropped his camouflage to shoot him he had simply lowered his head and charged his assailant. He watched the pirate shatter as the human seemed to fly into him, its weapon thrown wildly and his armour crushed against the corridor wall. He hurried to catch up.
Warren took the blow to his head badly and felt blood begin to trickle into his eyes. Without thinking he pushed the blood away and leaned down to the Xeno he had crashed into. Shit. He couldn’t help him and didn’t particularly care but he thought he should not leave the creature with a weapon. He himself had never used one and had no idea of how the thing worked but maybe he could give it to someone in authority. Later. He began running again with the gun forgotten in his hand as the blood and pain narrowed his eyes. How fucking big was this ship anyway? The escape pods must be near the pilot, it made no sense otherwise.
‘Remarkable’ Ni’urn said to the dead pirate. “I have heard the human expression that you never know what will hit you but I didn’t realise it was literal.” He stepped over the corpse and followed his fire human.
The problem with running around like headless poultry is that it always ends badly for someone. Warren was finding that out the hard way as he found himself with a bleeding head, a raging headache and absolutely no idea of where he was on the ship. On the upside, no one seemed to be shooting at him or the ship. He stopped for breath and began to calm down and then he heard the footsteps. Someone was coming.
Ni’urn was growing more and more curious as his human friend threw himself forward into the maze of corridors without pause. If he was willing to entertain the thought he would have said the route that he was taking was…unusual, but it had evaded all the crew and pirates and he had brought them safely to the bridge. He had followed the thumping feet as they echoed down the shaky corridors and until then heard them falter and stop. Good, he had not been forgotten and his ally was obviously waiting for him to catch up.
He reflected that perhaps they hadn’t avoided anyone but that any enemy hearing the thumping human's arrival, seeing it covered in its lurid red blood and casually holding a weapon had simply gotten quickly out of the way.
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On the bridge of the unfortunate ship the Beautiful Bounty there were two very unhappy Captains. One of them was dressed slightly less formally than the other but they could not be mistaken for anything other than family, bickering in front of some heavily armed men, “I told you we had a human and a high-value target. The human is some academic, not a warrior, just a teacher. He’s not important. We need the local, the Command Staff guy. He’s the one making all the plans around here.”
The In’tec pirate laughed, “Really? Because I can see the same cameras that you can and the human has already slaughtered one of mine in cold blood, stolen his gun and is now tearing through the ship looking for the rest of us. He’s probably going to be outside the door in a few minutes. I’m done. I’m not fighting a human again. You weren’t there. Even if I kill him the rest of his kind will come looking for me and they never fucking stop! You do whatever the fuck you want but me and my men are out of here.”
The Captain of the Beautiful Bounty seemed to shrink, “But I…I turned off the defences to do this. I’m screwed. I’ll spend years in a penal colony when they read the incident report. The local guy is really important...I’m fucked.” He seemed to realise that he had thrown his entire life into the toilet for nothing. If the pirates wouldn’t fight, his crew definitely wouldn’t and he didn’t want to face the creature alone. He looked at the vid as the crazed and bloodied creature ran towards the bridge, towards him.
The whole room heard and felt someone - something- run heavily towards the door and then stop. Then silence.
The In’tec pirate shook himself, “Fine, you can come with us. Now.” He turned to the bridge staff and his own men, “Move or you stay to deal with that fucking mad species.”
He didn’t waste any more words, running to his breaching craft that was currently embedded in the bridge and followed by every crewman on the bridge. It was a well-practised manoeuvre for most of them and it took less than a minute for them all to pile through the joining fields.
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Warren groaned when the annoying Xeno suddenly reappeared. He had tried to figure out the weapon but it wasn't made for humans, it was some weird thing that you obviously needed the correct training to use. He still held it in case he needed to hit something but then he wiped some more dried blood out of his eyebrows and finally realised he had been an idiot to the innocent Xeno, “Good to see you again. I’m afraid the ‘fight or flight ‘ instinct is strong in my people but I shouldn’t have behaved so poorly. Since we are both still here I assume the pirates are boarding? Do you have any suggestions? Are you uninjured?”
Ni’urn was pleased to see the human was alert and capable of intelligent questions.
What he understood was that his ally was pleased with his survival and looking for his understanding and preferred countermeasures. An admirable trait that was so rare in warriors. It still looked like a horror but that's aliens for you.
“I believe this is the correct door. I estimate that we will succeed if you enter first. When you have subdued the bridge I will then take control of the navigation and bring us to safety. You must find fire control and prepare to disable the pirate ship. They should not be permitted to rampage in the system or seek revenge against us.”
The human seemed to consider it for a moment and then handed him the weapon. Of course, he was probably feeling protective. This was a trait he had read about in his Intel reports of the species. They must be bonded in the humans mind. Well, that was slightly embarrassing.
Warren looked at the gun and gave up. He handed it to the Xeno, maybe he had seen them in the movies or done basic training. From what the nerd said they needed to take the bridge and then find the weapons before the pirates blew the ship up to cover their tracks. Another deadline. “Alright, you wave that thing around and let me take a swipe at anyone still standing. We are both going to die.”
Ni’urn assumed that that was some warrior's creed and tried to respond, “Indeed, but not today.” He pointed at one of the doors leading off from the corridor, “That is where we must go. I will open it and you will act. I shall endeavour to cover you with the gun but it is not recommended for use on a ship and would probably destroy vital systems should I try. I shall, as you suggest, ‘wave it about’.”
All Warren heard was that the Xeno didn’t know how to shoot and the door was right in front of him. His plan to run into the pointy-end had been correct it seemed. He just nodded and pushed hard on the door.
Ni’urn was surprised when it shifted easily under the human's hand. Breaching the bridge was always notoriously difficult but the human didn’t even slow down.
Warren figured the various fire and damage alarms currently ringing through the ship had opened every lock, especially on a civilian ship that carried his people. Any engineer he had ever met would have melted it down for ballast if it didn’t. He opened the door to an empty room.
“Well, that was easier than I expected. Go do your thing and I’ll see what they have to play with.”
He couldn’t believe it, he wasn’t going to get shot. Whatever the pirates wanted they had taken and left. He was just a bystander but what the fuck… he watched the Xeno move with the fussy authority of someone that spends their days at this kind of shit. The guy seemed to grow a foot taller when he began programming or piloting or whatever the hell he was doing.
He found a panel on the Captain's console. It looked like it had been nailed on and it was definitely not supposed to be there. It had a big red button and a sign that read ‘Emergency’ in several languages but most of them were incorrectly spelled, something that always annoyed him. He hit the button and nothing happened. Surprise. Thirty seconds later he had pried it off to find a small screen and six buttons, four with arrows, one kind of beige and one red.
He hit the beige one and the screen seemed to flicker until another ship appeared. The pirate? There was no one else for a dozen light-years. It even came with crosshairs that suddenly turned green when it thought it was pointing at the right thing.
Revenge. His or theirs..who would ever know? He didn’t but he hit the red button anyway.
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Ni’urn was struggling with the debriefing. “It is as I have told you: once I had informed the human of our predicament he acted immediately, killing the first pirate we encountered and seizing its weapon. It then evaded all opposition until it reached the bridge and waited for my instruction. Once we had breached the bridge he sought out the hidden weapons system and annihilated the pirate ship. I piloted us into safe space and he immediately disembarked and left for Earth space. I do not understand why you are having issues with this. It is plainly visible on the recovered files and I have no reason to lie about the event. I was hardly heroic, I took no part except the piloting of the ship once we were safe.”
The supervisor looked sympathetic, “You are aware of their XCC? Their central authority for any…events that take place outside their space. They report that the human, the one that you refer to as Warren, has no memory of any such details. Apparently, a Xeno ‘that was good with numbers’ looked after the whole thing. He has refused the bounty on the pirate ship and the salvage of the Beautiful Bounty.”
Ni’urn didn’t have anything left to add, but he could read these numbers.
The supervisor continued, “The XCC has sent us the documentation signing any and all such claims to you. If the vast amount of money wasn’t enough, the humans have also offered you free transport and employment should you choose to move to their space. You cannot work in intelligence for us when a foreign power is taking such a close interest in you.”
The supervisor stood up and Ni’urn shakily followed, “It is the opinion of this commission that you will be transferred into Xeno relations and provided with a rebuilt Beautiful Bounty as your ship. Your Captain papers and license have been issued along with the bounty on the pirates. Your ship will remain in the control of our fleet until your retirement and then will pass to you. Congratulations, Captain Ni’urn.”
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Female, 19, 5,5, weight is sensitive, I was taking the bus to a nearby playground to get fresh air and relax but I fell off the bus getting off landing on an electrical pole and chunks of concrete. I wasn't able to get back to my dorm untily and a half hours later, I was bleeding the whole time it nearly covered my leg and my hand from rolling my shorts up. The thing that worries me most tho is my big tie and the area around it. While I'm able to move it. It hurts very much, it's swollen, I'm in severe pain, it's tingly, it plain old hurts. I walk with a limp and half to stop every few seconds because the pain is shooting through my tendons, I nearly kneel down crying with every step I take even yelling out in pain when it gets really bad. I'm not from where I am, I'm here for college, my home is 4 hours away in another state and idk if my health insurance goes to this state too. I wanna know if it's worth going to the hospital at least of its broken I know hospital won't do anything and there's no point in going. I can't even lay down without whimpering and shaking what takes me 5 minutes to walk to my cafeteria took me 20 from pain

Today for the second time I see on my map vex incursion zone. Of course I get on my sparrow and take off as fast as I possibly can. I get there and there is not a SINGLE other player in the same area as me. For the first 3 minutes as I try to kill the 1st Minotaur I see 3 or 4 different names say “is near” so people were coming into the area but they’d leave shortly after. I tried my damn hardest but I could not possibly get passed the double Minoaturs. First I’d have to find the Minotaur that spawns the arc cranium, then I’d have to try and pick it up without being stomped, then I’d have to try and survive as the Minotaurs and ads are layering me. Finally I start shooting the Minotaurs and right after I break one of their shields the other Minotaur gets in the way and blocks so I get to do almost no damage with a single arc cranium. Finally after 8 minutes have passed one of the TWO players in the whole area comes over to help me and we’re finally able to kill a second Minotaur but before we get to kill the third Minotaur time expired.
It’s fucking ridiculous that this event hardly ever spawns and when it does there’s no way for other players to see it on the map once it’s already started. Like seriously? 3 players in the entire area to try to take on these 1810 Minotaurs? Not to mention 1 of them was who knows and the other didn’t participate until only 2 minutes were left! Not to mention I’ve heard a lot of people say when they’re actually able to get the event and there are plenty of players, the amount of Supers/abilities going off causes crashes

Hey everyone. I know the cost of living is crazy at the moment and finding work can be hard so thought I’d post here. My work is looking for a pest control trainee in Sydney. Full time work on a salary with a company vehicle. If anyone (male or female) might be interested please PM me. An interesting job and something different.

I've been really really struggling with my anxiety for the past few weeks. I'm crying over everything, I'm shaking, my heart is racing all the time. It's near constant panic. Anyway, I saw my psych today and she put me on an antidepressant and seroquel (along with everything else I'm taking) and I'm upset. I don't want to be on an antidepressant. I don't want it. I finally got okay with taking meds and now there's this. I don't want them. I don't like it. I'm upset.

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We just load in near the oil tanker that ran aground at that neighborhood on the western side of the map. I try to get a Mic check, but the other two were on party chat instead of game chat. One had reallocated a weapon to the other, and we start going forward. That started a fire fight 30 seconds in. I try to fend off as much as I could while the other two made a tactical withdrawal, and I fallowed, providing cover fire. They make it to a boat, and just full speed ahead without me.
I try to regroup, and just dove into the water to swim around the slight environmental hazard, I stelth'ed my way to the bow of the ship to take out an AI sharpshooter, and I notice that some of the AI in the area are looking off to my 9. I figured their be players in the area. I menuvered to a shop, and pop a "request to join" while corner camping with a sub. After a slight discussion, they let me join. I was relieved.
We drive off that neighborhood under gunfire, and head to the south bank of Sa'id City where we picked up another who was having a bad time with AI. We head to the Mall to blow up cargo trucks.
We root around the mall for loot, and decide to head for extract since we were stocked up.
We battle another team. 4/5 of us, including me, died at the exfil site.

i always have the worst possible things happening to me. almost constantly my life is a living hell.
i don't see this with anyone else. they just wake up and happily go through. yeah life sucks for everyone but it is nowhere near my level.

Feeling a bit helpless so thought I'd try here. Starting my PhD and looking for housing near Stanford, preferably Mountain View, Redwood City, or Palo Alto, CA. Budget of $3000/month including utilities for a 1 bed 1 bath, at least 650 sq ft. Every apartment I've seen are literal shacks and tiny "rooms" that cost upwards of 3 grand. This can't be it, there has to be something I'm missing please?? I'm clinging on to hope and asking for your help/ads/suggestions for a better place to put my money. DM me if you have any places in mind. Thanks so much in advance!

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I'm a Senior in High School and this is the first year I have friends to call my own because
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• I drifted apart or cut out old friends, I haven't spoken to them in awhile. Either we had a fallout or just didn't put in the effort to keep it alive.
• I was online for nearly 2 years because of COVID-19, so I couldn't foster any High School friendships
• I am very anti-social and I usually do my own thing. (Mind you I'm not socially delayed or awkward, just very introverted)
• I don't have any forms of social media, (Other than reddit on my computer) so I'm a little in my own bubble and don't keep in contact with friends other than phone numbers. Which we only text each other occasionally.

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My friends want to go to this really nice breakfast place in the fancy part of downtown tomorrow. It sounds fun, but I have to drive there, and I'm a new driver. I'm worried about how I'm going to drive and find parking on the busy downtown roads.
On top of that, I really just don't want to go. I really like these friends, but I'm just not close with them like that, and I don't want to seem like I'm bailing on plans again. I've done it before, where they plan something and invite me. I say yes when I'm in a good mood, and then later on (not right before), I back out because it's just too stressful.
I don't want to seem like I'm always backing out on them, but I just really don't want to go. I'm on spring break right now, and I have no plans. I don't want to waste this break away, but this also just doesn't seem fun. What should I do?

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I (49M) am a high school teacher and have been having feelings for my (15F) student for two years now. First off, I know how this sounds. And yes I am aware it is wrong. I am planning to resign at the end of this year and I have my things in order. I will call her B for anonymity purposes.
So, for some background, I teach an elective class at my school, it is NOT required. I teach a class that is primarily taken by males and so it is rare to have females in my class. I teach three different levels, entry, exploration, and advanced. Each class is two semesters long (one year) and only one can be taken at a time. I also run a club at the school (FFA).
In 2021, I had B in my class for the first time, she was a freshman. I did not talk to her a lot at first, but I definitely noticed her paying more attention than anyone else. I admired her but never did anything about it. Eventually when we got to the hands on work she began to need more help. I would let her come in early and occasionally stay late to assist her. One day, before a weekend, she needed help and I stood behind her. I thought nothing of it to be honest.
Fast forward to the following week, I overheard B laughing with some of the other guys in the class. I decided to stick around and eavesdrop as I was curious since she had not talked a whole lot to the others in the class. They were teasing her, saying that it was funny she had a crush on the teacher, (me) and asking her personal questions about it. Later that class, one of the boys came up to me while I was talking to B and told me she had a crush on me. Her face went red and she walked away.
Until this point I had never had a female student have a crush on me, and it was a bit of a surprise. I did not confront her about it and the class went on as normal. The evening after that day, I found myself having thoughts about her and fantasies that made me feel a certain way but also disgusted with myself. I was able to brush it off for the most part.
However, the feelings persisted and followed me into the next class and even just looking at her I felt different.
Nothing much happened the rest of that year. But the next (2022) school year, it got worse.
B was once again in my class and I was hit with the same feelings. Except now she had joined my club as well. In our chapter, we do a lot of picnics and outings with the students. At one of these outings, I caught B taking a picture of me, and I went off on her. I said a lot of things I probably shouldn’t have said, but I was hurt, and I did.
The next time she was in my class, she came to me crying and apologized. I comforted her but I did not apologize for yelling. I still feel bad about this.
I feel like my feelings for her have grown, and I am not sure how to move forward. I often find myself going out of my way to (not inappropriately) put my hands on her. (hand on shoulder, arm, back, etc) And I have found myself staring at her a lot. After first semester, I had her removed from my class and FFA. I feel horribly about this. The day after, she came to my class crying after school and I hugged her and held her for a minute. Several of the boys have called me terrible things and think I’m a horrible person for kicking her out. But I did not want to hurt her or jeopardize my job. B has come to my classroom several times since then and questioned me about this. Every time I make up a lie. I have told her counselor and my coworkers. I don’t know what to do.
Should I quit, or turn myself in? I’m feeling horrible about this and I just want what’s best for her. She seemed heartbroken that I had her removed as she has no other way to learn this topic because I am the only teacher of this subject.
TLDR: I’m having inappropriate feelings towards a female student and kicked her out of my class.

Commented this on another post but thought I make one myself as well.
I'm 27 afab and I had a ironically had a boob job a few years back. One of the implants has an issue (capsule fibrosis) and needs to be replaced. But since I'm short on money (it's 3.5k - I'm saving up for 2 years now but there have been some incidents that set me back) i wasn't able to get surgery yet. I've never been really unhappy to be a woman, but since I am one I wanted to have recognisable female attributes and had planned on getting a boob job since my teenage years because my small breasts bothered me. Nevertheless I was never repelled by the thought of being a man. With the surgery needing to be done and the long time between the diagnosis and the actual surgery, I found myself repeatedly thinking about not only getting my implants removed but getting a whole on mastectomy. Idk how to describe what I feel accurately (ASD influences my ability to do so). Living my life as woman and being perceived as one just doesn't feel good anymore whilst imagining myself without boobs and "men's clothing" feels completely natural and satisfying. Now I'm so fckn confused and kinda feel like an imposter. I never experienced actual dysphoria, yet I feel like I want to transition.
I hope there's someone out here who can relate and share their view on my experience.

Ok I think I finally came up with a snappy title to differentiate myself from all the other Asian husbands seeking an affair in the Bay Area. Lol.
About me Height 5'11" Ectomorph tall athletic Married+kids 45 yrs old Introvert Extrovert
Obviously I don't want to post an affair ad on Blind because it will dox myself. If you are not in tech, don't worry about it (not a deal breaker) but this ad is specifically for a special Asian female AP.
It's too risky for my career and reputation to try an affair at work. Which brings me to why I am online hoping to find a female AP in the same predicament who can empathize. You probably don't want anything serious right now as you climb the corporate ladder. We are both busy with career ambitions but we are looking to fill an intimacy void.
I prefer FWB so there is no pressure from either of us to change anything with our lives. We should be hanging out because we enjoy each other's company and indulge the benefits if there is attraction.
Ladies, feel free to DM if you are curious to see where this can lead us. I am good with both shy introverts as well as bubbly spunky type of girls. Please be willing to trade pics early so that we can see if physical attraction is there first.
And of course we must be discreet for both our sakes.