18 west 10th street

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Sorry for the lengthy post.
At about age 11 or 12 I began to have doubts about the church.
I did all the things a TBM was supposed to do even though I really didn’t believe.
I attended BYU for 2 semesters. Then went on a mission got early release when the church went from 24 months to 18 month missions.
Dated while attend BYU, got married, my wife very TBM was abusive and controlling.
Had 3 children (2 left the church)
But with the with mental abuse withholding sex that led me to visiting saunas, and other gay establishments to get sexual relief. I ended that as the gay life style wasn’t me.
I even secretly got my nipples pierced as a way to to take control of my life.
After a deployment I didn’t hear her come home and she caught me with the nipple rings in that single event lead to my divorce after 27 years.
The other events lead to me being excommunicated, explored the gay life style again not for me not even bi. Got my ear pierced.
Met a wonderful lady who accepted me, a miscommunication issue got me rebaptized.
Heard about the CES letters read them it fit some of my thoughts.
4 years after that inactive with the wife. Got a tattoo, still have nipple piercings got my other ear pierced.
Paid tithing sporadically, never noticed blessings. Covid hit, was diagnosed with advanced psoriatic arthritis, lots of joint damage mostly in my feet. Maybe a miss diagnosis because it presented more like plantar fasciitis.
This a couple of years ago (2021) I’d say we were semi active but paid a full tithe. No blessing for me other than a drain on the bank account. Stopped paying in 2021. At paying a full tithe until Thanksgiving.
When I realized that 1) no blessing got passed over the 4th time for a promotion at work. 2) we weren’t putting money into our savings.
Mid December I got my retirement analysis and realized I could retire early I had 37 years of federal service. I retired in Feb 2022 at 60 no tithing was paid
November 2022 I asked to be EQ Secretary, accepted because you don’t turn down callings. Really got to realize how fucked up the church was. Again just like like when I was younger I couldn’t resolve what I was seeing versus the church.
Came across this sub. Kind of avoided it for a while thinking it was just full of angry anti Mormons.
We went on a delayed 10th anniversary cruise (Covid cancelled it twice) drank, alcohol daily think I was on a daily buzz, tons of coffee although I drank beer, occasionally cocktails, and coffee at home this was a new event. I wore a “Speedo” for tanning and even a swim in the oven nipple rings and all no one said anything
Realized what a mistake it was to accept the EQ job. Arthritis flared big time.
I was talking to my wife and mentioned they were redoing “ministering” assignments, said she was glad she did have any sisters to minister too told her according that she did. She was mad.
Recently about a month and half ago asked to be released. So far nothing.
Wife was talking about resigning from the the church and just stop being inactive.
I’ve heard a looked at several resigning processes. What is the best way? I thought about just writing notorized letters and sending them to my bishop, stake president, and the church or is using one of the services better

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As always this an exploratory cruise aimed as seeing a wide assortment of neighborhoods, parks, historical spots in one day. Riding levels of all kind are encouraged and while we do route the ride through as many greenways and bike lane streets the ones that are unmarked we try our best to pick slow low traffic residential streets. No one gets left behind and we bring basic tools for basic repairs (just bring spare inner tubes for flats, we’ll get our hands dirty).
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PINEAPPLE RIDE 2023 Discover New York City for a charitable cause.

• Date: June 10th, 2023 ( Rain Date: June 17th )
  
• Location: Bensonhurst Park, Brooklyn ( Cropsey Ave & Bay 28th St )
  
• Duration: 5 boroughs, all day, approx 75 miles
  
• Time: 7 am ( drinks / snacks / bike oil ) ( 9 am departure )
  
• Price: Free. Donations encouraged ( $35+ receives a brand new sling bag or shirt with and stickers ).
  
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Thank you and safe riding!

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So my “partner” (M/23) found my (F/18) location without my permission. We started online dating a couple months ago after hitting it off for a while earlier. Without my knowledge, about a month into our relationship, he found out my location by using the location of a restaurant I complained about to him, as well as a screenshot of a couple neighboring streets of mine with the street names crossed out. I sent him this screenshot to show my proximity to another home that was apparently home to a s*x offender. “Omg I had no idea you could look up offenders on a website, I thought it was just when buying a house: look how close one is to me!” But he used this vague layout of streets, without the street names), and the location of the restaurant (which is miles away) to pinpoint my home. I was horrified by this. I voiced my issues with such a breach of my privacy with him but he responded with “well, it's kind of your fault for giving out so much information.” I did not know how to respond. I said something along the lines of “but I should be able to trust you: this does the opposite.” He said, “Well, I’m a programmer, we’re naturally curious, and it didn’t need much effort to find out where you are.” Basically he thought I was blowing it out of proportions I feel.
Would I be the asshole?

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Hi! I've been following Dr. K for some time now and I've seen these reddit posts a few times, so maybe there could be someone with answers.
I'm 18 and after a few attempts at helping myself with mental health I've lost hope for better days. It feels like depression and anxiety is all I know and I'm not sure if it's just my brain or what, but I fail to see how anything can help me.
One of my huge problems is thinking, most of all trying to think rationally and basing on my experiences with the world. Which were usually negative or neutral, but nothing really felt like pure joy that I could give myself toward and let it lead my out of my dark spot. By that I mean that I don't know what I'd like to do in the future and I don't really see myself doing anything. I have a few hobbies, but they're all artistic and so far I've been more or less ignored by the world, even if most people tell me that what I do is good and I should try making money on it. I tried, several times actually, and all of my ideas and plans have failed tremendously, so I don't believe I could ever achieve something. Even if earlier in life I envied those artists that would live in an open apartment with their art scattered all over it and whenever they'd turn up somewhere where artists are recognized, I'd be one of the names. Wishful thinking of a kid and I don't even try thinking of how I could achieve it because nothing seems to work anyway.
On top of that I have a few physical illnesses that will lead me to have at least two separate surgeries if everything goes well, but one of them is postponed until I figure out my systemic issue that has caused the problem in the first place and appointments to find out what it could be are months apart. And this has dawned on me for a few reasons: I inherited autism and ADHD from one of my parents and the systemic issue probably from the other, so in my mind there's a thought "I inherited the worst parts of my parents.. great".
I've been in therapy for almost two years and I had group therapy mixed in as well. And before that i was better than now, though I've also been living in an abusive household from which I have PTSD (yes, during my stay at an outpatient mental health ward I've been basically getting only worse because of unsafe home situation, but now I live in a safe place and just have nightmares and more anxiety about simple things like cleaning the house). About autism, ADHD and the systemic issue I've found out in the last few months, so it hit me.
I went two times to a new therapist and I'm on meds, but a few days ago I had another appointment and I was too anxious to go. The whole day I cried and talked to people to try and convince myself to go, but I couldn't. I tried to rationalize it that maybe it's just social anxiety acting up or maybe it's my intuition saying "don't go there, ain't worth it and maybe you'll hurt yourself" either because of the therapist or me being too unstable to go outside and walk on the sidewalks next to busy streets...
I guess there is a glimmer of hope in me, hence I grab at the last straw of friends that know a bit about mental health or this reddit and Dr. K's videos to maybe build my hope enough to actually try. But I'm not sure if I'm lazy, depressed so much or what, but even going to sleep is a workout and getting up is harder and harder and I'm wondering "why am I still doing this? Because I'm surely not helping anybody (me or people around me). Maybe I should find a nice way to not hurt too much when I'm done", but then this glimmer tells me at the last moments "no, people are going to br upset, don't do this to them. And maybe you have something to live for". It just feels like the hope is squashed underneath all the bad emotion that it can only help me in the worst moments, so I keep fighting. But I'm getting tired of it, so maybe there is something I could try to convince my brain to help itself, not sabotage everything I'm trying to do.
I know this is long, but I felt like I needed to show the entirety of what's going on, and I still probably missed a lot of things..